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So here is the thing I have let a lot of people, including myself, down in the past and I still continue to. I am a recovering drug addict and a recovering self mutilator. I have issues, I do not deny that, but I am hoping that through all of my disappointment and down falls that someone else will not have to go through the same things. Ask me anything you'd like, I will anwer it honestly. As for personal information, I am married to the love of my life and have been for three years. I am a junior in college and I study philosophy with a pre law option. I am addicted to the show American Horror Story and will always be team Violate <3

day five

another day down, and no cutting :) I’m proud of myself….

reblogging because I must, don&#8217;t judge&#8230;you don&#8217;t understand.  &lt;3 tate_x_forbidden_love to ALL 15 families involved, I am so sorry that you have had to go through what you have went through. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

reblogging because I must, don’t judge…you don’t understand.  <3 tate_x_forbidden_love

to ALL 15 families involved, I am so sorry that you have had to go through what you have went through. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

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End of Day four!!

Yep, I’m excited about it! So I decided to watch ghost stories like a moron right before bed, I do not think I will be doing much sleeping for a while, I am going to go ahead and do some more homework, I should fall asleep fast after that :)

New look, new me

So, I have not cut in three days. My meds, while I still hate them, are working in tip top order and I feel it is time for me to make some changes.  All pictures of my arms and legs are gone and they will not be coming back.  I cleaned my whole tumblr up, changed the theme and plan to stay this way. I need this to be productive of me getting better, not pulling my under even more. I hope that the friends I have on here will understand and help to keep me honest.  To Jen, who ever you are, thank you.   I had made up my mind to change this whole thing, but the msg from you just kicked it into gear faster.  I really am honored that you decided to share some of your story with me.  If you ever need to talk , I am here.

tate-and-violet-a-love-story: Aweee! Taissa and Evan &lt;3 I love how she’s looking at him!  I can not wait until Taissa and Evan are a couple! They are going to be so cute together!

tate-and-violet-a-love-story:

Aweee! Taissa and Evan <3 I love how she’s looking at him!

 I can not wait until Taissa and Evan are a couple! They are going to be so cute together!

I can&#8217;t stop looking at this picture :) love it :)

I can’t stop looking at this picture :) love it :)

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I had a dream that we were deadBut we pretended we still livedWith no regrets, we never bledAnd we took everything life could giveAnd came up broken, empty handed in the end In the hearts of the blindSomething you’ll never findIs a vision of lightWith the voice of the dead, I’m screaming I don’t know who I am anymoreNot once in life have I been realBut I’ve never felt this close beforeI’ve been looking in your windowI’ve been dressing in your clothesI’ve been walking deadWatching youLong enough to know I can’t go on 

I had a dream that we were dead
But we pretended we still lived
With no regrets, we never bled
And we took everything life could give
And came up broken, empty handed in the end

In the hearts of the blind
Something you’ll never find
Is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead, I’m screaming

I don’t know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real
But I’ve never felt this close before
I’ve been looking in your window
I’ve been dressing in your clothes
I’ve been walking dead
Watching you
Long enough to know I can’t go on 

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due to censorship I can not tell you what this picture does to me, but I will say I love this picture :)

due to censorship I can not tell you what this picture does to me, but I will say I love this picture :)

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